A new realization

Well, I've come to a realization today, and it took a damn long time to get there. I just dont' care about anything right now. I could be joked on viciously by anyone, and it wouldn't affect me. It was really hard to do that for the longest time, but today was different. At the recording session, I was talking to john (yeah that's weird for me right now, but whatever) and he was throwing jokes like he always does, and I was throwing mine back at him. He threw a really good one, and I just didn't care. I laughed. On the way home, I didn't care about a damn thing, and I liek that feeling. So, now I know it's very possible to bnot care about jokes on me and wahtever I have said/done, or my possesions. So, tonight, I just dont' give a fuck if you want to joke on me, whomever might give it a try. And, maybe they'll stop, but I don't care. I honestly don't care. Well, I'm outta here. Peace