Bout damn time I updated this thing huh...

This is to my good friend chad... I am through being mediator. I've done nothing but cause problems and hurt you, which I never meant to do. tonight, you and me settled things, and if you ever want advice, I'll always be willing to give it to you, but now it's up to you two to talk to eachother, or do whatever you two feel you need to do. I will still uphold my promise that I made to you tonight, but I won't "mediate" for you two anymore. your sister was right, chad, I don't want to leave high school on bad terms with anyone; and besides, you're too good of a friend to me for me to fuck it all up over one stupid person...And then to everyone else...I was suprised about tonight's jazz band concert, it went better than expected. my combo sucked, and I broke one of the cardinal rules about performing on stage, DON'T SHOW ANYONE IN THE AUDIENCE YOUR DISAPPROVAL OF ANYTHING! I got pissed off after we stopped playing, damn it was such a mess. It went ok for most of it, but the ending sucked complete and utter ass, but I shouldn't have showed off my anger. Everything else was a lot better than expected, so my last high school jazz band concert was pretty good. Damn, I'm gonna miss that band...